I'm having a war of souls of sorts. I can't explain it lately but I feel totally "lost". I've been reading the Word and I got Beth Moore's Get Out of that Pit and it's really helping because I feel like I'm sitting on the edge of a pit just wanting to jump into it! I'm having crazy thoughts and doing things I normally don't. My health isn't doing great and my emotions are not either. I keep praying for guidance and for God to show me what the stumbling block is that is causing these feelings I'm having. I have some great friends that I can load my problems to and they listen and respect my feelings even if they aren't the ones I should be having. There's times I want to walk away from everything...except the girls. They are what keeps me going and my God. I know He still loves me unconditionally even with stupid decisions and thoughts. Thanks to all my wonderful friends who love me anyway!! :)